Sigh,i can not sleep, i can feel my heart is beating so slow, that it is about to blow up, with all the sadness,unfulfilled promises,dreams and desires. They say that when the Lord closes the door,someway He'll open the window. I saw my crush and my fling this afternoon,and all the memories went back again,all the unfulfilled love and supposed to be a perfect person for your life,but then,you will find out that you are trying to be monogamous but the person you like tried to but can not. Geeh. How i wish i was as strict as my father,as brave as he was,then maybe i will be wearing the same armour he is wearing. I really hate emotion. All the people i wanted to have,are and were so vulnerable to handle. Oh well tomorrow will be a new day for miracle,as the gift had been unfolded today.
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